Thank you Caleb! (If you are reading this! LOL)
Anyway yesterday on 30 September 2010, Caleb invited me, Adrian, Lukas and (already leaving in his house for the holiday) Timothy to his house for a sleepover. A PJ party in other words.
Initially when he invited me, I was rather inclined to go because his house is so far whereby it is located in East Melbourne if I am not mistaken. Coz yesterday in the afternoon, I went for karaoke session with the Monash Music Club along with Jeanie, Kin and Zac. So I was a little beat but still standing.
Then I called up Caleb or isit Caleb called me up, and told me that Adrian is coming as well. I was so happy I don't need to use public transport there, so why not? Let's see Caleb and his house. And during my journey, the dilemma of whether getting starcraft 2 was killing me. And since Caleb has Starcraft 2, I could play around with the game at his house and also some bonding. It is a win-win situation. Sweet.
We arrived Caleb's house around 11pm. And they were in the midst of playing Band Hero. So funny. Someone to sing, someone to play guitar. Really awesome but the music was abit too soft since it was rather late at night. I just jumped right into my Starcraft mode while they played some Mario games. We also played some Wii Sports Resorts, tennis, archery, bowling, basketball, table tennis. It was so much fun. So I really enjoyed myself alot.
And we stayed up playing till it was 6 in the morning the next day aka today! Haha. See what games can do to you. And I just love Protoss! Hahahahahahaha...
After that, we slept till 12 (I did anyway, the rest of them woke up around 10 and 11am) and had breakfast for lunch. Lol. Later went to Chaddy with Tim and Caleb. Then met up with Shio Yen. And then met in La Porchetta to celebrate Liang's farewell along with Sara and Valerie's birthday. Unfortunately only Liang showed up among the three. Amongst that came are Irwan, Caz, Liang, Adrian, Shio Yen, Caleb, Fabian, Tim and me.
After that, here I am, back in the comfort of my own room. Yet I feel that something is missing. A void. Something that does not feel right. The sound of nothingness.
Yesterday night was so awesome until I missed it already. Sigh. Why life does not have to be the way you want it to be? I have never feel this way for a long time already. You feel so belonging whenever you are with good friends, that when it is all over, you feel a part of you is kinda missing and life is not as good as once were. And you try to fill it up with inappropriate conducts. And that just pissed me off. It is so hard to explain in words. That loneliness within me. That the warmness and friendliness of good friends are gone and all left is you and the four walls that confines your room.
This feeling came also today morning as I was the last one to go to sleep. Sleeping them laying sound asleep without a movement or sound in sight makes the sound of my thought ever so loud to the extent of the thought actually hurting me. A thought of realisation that the fun is over and life resumes. That the time of excitement and all game and stress free environment is due to pass and reality rears its ugly head once more. So sometimes I wish I could sit there and not sleep so that the moments would dirift away surely but slowly. I just want that special moment to last forever you know?
I sincerely and honestly believe that this is one of those special nights I will remember forever coz I never had one truly like this before! I'll cherish this moments forever!
So thank you alot Caleb for organising!
And also thank you Lukas, Adrian and Timothy! You guys are unreal! :D
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