Intervention

I just got back from KPMG. And thanks to Najib and our football team who won the Suzuki Cup after 10+ years, this holiday is well deserved for everyone in Malaysia.

But that is not what I want to take about.
I guess I got shaken up a little today.
Road violence is the right word to use.
I was kinda squeezing through the road and I guess I kinda "touch" another car's body but there wasn't any scratch.
But the other driver wind down his window and asked me "What is your problem?"
I responsed "Nothing is wrong" and after a few (stressful) seconds, he left and on his way.

And I am totally scared that he would come back behind me and collide his car with mine.
If you know me, I am a freakingly paranoia type that would exaggerate scenario and think of the worst thing that could happen in my life.

So if a mere man could have such an effect on me, then how much more can God affect me.
We are to fear God and at the same time praise and worship Him.
I sometimes wonder to myself why I don't have enough courage to fear God.
Sometimes I fear God for all the sins I done that I don't even want to go to Him, afraid that He would find out all the wrongs I have done. Although He already knows that we are going to do it even before we do it ourself.
This is so contradicting in some wacky way.

So what I take as today's lesson is that anything can happen anytime, be it today, tomorrow or next week. We are incapable of predicting the future or controlling our present. All we have is God. So we need to find peace in God, to confide all our insecurities, shortcomings to God, to be ever communicating to Him, to treat Him as a stern Father, a loving Father yet the perfect friend. And all the glory is to Him and Him alone.

Let us see in His eyes. Let us bleed like how His heart bleeds. Let us share what He has to offer to the world. Let us feel that He feels for others. Let us drench people in His love as He does it upon us. Let us not judge for He does not judge. Let us be kind and peaceful among each other as He is among us. Let us tolerate all differences as He accepts all with an open heart.